hm... feel like u've been through much struggles. Well, i think i'd know eventhough u didnt post tis 'post' coz its in the way u talk n the way u treat others.

Maybe i wouldnt understand exactly how u felt, but i do know tat sometimes having 'frens' r better than having a 'fren'. TOo zhi zhuo in any of ur relationship wt a particular person would end up getting hurt. I know it very well. Be it frenship or luv.

I think its the way u define frenship tat makes ur life a lil miserable. u know its not about getting back wat u gif. So juz use ur own personality to treat the frens around u. Seeking for a true fren is sometimes foolish. U do not seek, instead u wait for the one to come by ur side. When i say 'wait' its not really wait, but among the frens u hav, eventually u'll get one tat u'll treasure the most n its not merely words tat can call him ur gd fren, but an act of sincere care or nod. u'll understand.

I can easily say i hav loads of 'best fren'. when u choose to believe so, life is better isnt it? Although we cannot live on our own, but the mess or problemss r actually solved by ur very own decision. Frens r juz here to comfort n gif u advise. So b strong n b urself. We do not need to pretend. Not even a locker to lock out ur true feelings.
Coz when u make urself true infront of everyone, u're honest to urself n who cares how others treat u?

best frens r hard to get. Yes~ but wat about 'normal' frens? they are frens too rite? they r the ones u share all ur joys. isnt joy more important than sorrow? Live our life with happiness n let sorrow b the contrast to get more happiness.

Now i do not need to hide my feelings as i did last time. So i know u can too~~

~Just lil thoughts u gave me after i read ur post~