DeSpErAtE
for me, in the whole world, u can only rely on u urself, ur family n ur fren.
if u r desperate, u can't rely on yourself.
if ur family can't make u feel wat a family shud b, u hav no family.
if u hav no true frens, then u hav no frens to rely on.
if ur case matches all the 3 conditions above, u r totally deesperate, lonely n there's only one road left for u.
wat's the road?
well, destructing urself, which is a road that no one would wanna choose except they r really DESPERATE.
sometime jus so ANGRY n sad when i see someone can b so... selfish or jin1 jin1 ji4 jiao4
for these ppl, i hav no hesitation to say "fuck u, go to hell". I've already endured enuff... sometimes i hav my own feelin too, it doesn't mean tat im too kind til u can "bully" me in tat way.. sometime when u've done somethin wrong n u dunno how to mend it, wat u left to do is say sorry. i said sorry liao then u stil can treat tat small case as if i killed u isit? do u think u r too OVER??
i've no meanin n no status stayin in tis house already. i really wish to leave. but i've nowhere to go.
i dunno who can help me already. i think it's only me myself. get great result in UEC then apply for scholarship to singapore. if e'thin goes smoothly, i can leave n stay at singapore. at tis moment, i wil say "then i wil hav my own life. i can leave alone. i wont miss u". but then sure wont la i guess. anyway, im clarified as DESPERATE for tis moment.
if u r desperate, u can't rely on yourself.
if ur family can't make u feel wat a family shud b, u hav no family.
if u hav no true frens, then u hav no frens to rely on.
if ur case matches all the 3 conditions above, u r totally deesperate, lonely n there's only one road left for u.
wat's the road?
well, destructing urself, which is a road that no one would wanna choose except they r really DESPERATE.
sometime jus so ANGRY n sad when i see someone can b so... selfish or jin1 jin1 ji4 jiao4
for these ppl, i hav no hesitation to say "fuck u, go to hell". I've already endured enuff... sometimes i hav my own feelin too, it doesn't mean tat im too kind til u can "bully" me in tat way.. sometime when u've done somethin wrong n u dunno how to mend it, wat u left to do is say sorry. i said sorry liao then u stil can treat tat small case as if i killed u isit? do u think u r too OVER??
i've no meanin n no status stayin in tis house already. i really wish to leave. but i've nowhere to go.
i dunno who can help me already. i think it's only me myself. get great result in UEC then apply for scholarship to singapore. if e'thin goes smoothly, i can leave n stay at singapore. at tis moment, i wil say "then i wil hav my own life. i can leave alone. i wont miss u". but then sure wont la i guess. anyway, im clarified as DESPERATE for tis moment.
I guess family is still the closest person you can get no matter what happens.
It's unavoidable for quarrels to happen. To live in a home together and compromise. I'm not sayin that you are wrong since I don't even know wat happen. But it is wiser to think and consider their perspective. Look at their point of view or get into their shoes. What would you do?
Hope you'll get better soon.... we are here.... always here... just a bit late but as frens there is forgiveness rite?
Posted by
Karmen |
12:47 AM
ERm..ope u r fine anyway.. i know what i said was kinda rubbish, but really hope u r fine..
Posted by
wishes |
3:07 PM
thx kar, for ur advice, i know tat oso.. jus sometimes get angry wil say lot of harsh words then nothin liao, so bad bad hor me?
june, i dun believe tat u dun hav a trash n treat my blog as a trash to throw in ur rubbish, so, ur sentence wil never b rubbish, not even a piece, k? it's worthy n tat's somethin i wil wanna buy ;-)
again, thx ppl. im ok, again.
Posted by
Aaron |
6:39 PM
Hey aaron.... sometimes i will think that way too... but after everything is cleared, i would think that " y did i think so at that moment?" so.. try to think properly.... mb at the point u r going to spore, u will give them a big big hug or perhaps miss them like hell.. haha....
Posted by
waihou |
9:57 AM
Aaron.
Do not look back and rethink what you did was right or wrong. What was done is donw, and cannot be amended by thinking 'ooh I wish i didn't do that...'
Every actions you did were performed under your conscious mind, and in the state of consciousness, there is no room for regrets. Why fear the consequences of everything? Decisions are rash only when they yield bad results, and even if they yield bad results, there is always something to learn from it.
Every darkness has a light in it.
On the 'bully' part, well, I know I have been part of the gang teasing you about June and so on, but that doesn't mean we meant to hurt you, just treat it life, er, Candid camera.
By the way, hope you can be there for the Society Camp.
Posted by
Ardelus Nightmare-Bearer |
9:56 PM