for me, in the whole world, u can only rely on u urself, ur family n ur fren. 
if u r desperate, u can't rely on yourself.
if ur family can't make u feel wat a family shud b, u hav no family.
if u hav no true frens, then u hav no frens to rely on.
if ur case matches all the 3 conditions above, u r totally deesperate, lonely n there's only one road left for u.
wat's the road?
well, destructing urself, which is a road that no one would wanna choose except they r really DESPERATE.

sometime jus so ANGRY n sad when i see someone can b so... selfish or jin1 jin1 ji4 jiao4
for these ppl, i hav no hesitation to say "fuck u, go to hell". I've already endured enuff... sometimes i hav my own feelin too, it doesn't mean tat im too kind til u can "bully" me in tat way.. sometime when u've done somethin wrong n u dunno how to mend it, wat u left to do is say sorry. i said sorry liao then u stil can treat tat small case as if i killed u isit? do u think u r too OVER??
i've no meanin n no status stayin in tis house already. i really wish to leave. but i've nowhere to go.
i dunno who can help me already. i think it's only me myself. get great result in UEC then apply for scholarship to singapore. if e'thin goes smoothly, i can leave n stay at singapore. at tis moment, i wil say "then i wil hav my own life. i can leave alone. i wont miss u". but then sure wont la i guess. anyway, im clarified as DESPERATE for tis moment.

wel... since bein taggeed which pathetically dunno wat it means at first, so jus go accordin to the rules n continue the game..

start wif the gender of my lover, after weeks n months of consideration, i finally made up my mind n choose my opposite gender, FEMALE... (isn't this an interesting introduction paragraph? haha..)

actually i jus dun like the word "perfect" as no one is, but definitely it's no harm to jus think for a while, so i jus list down some of the qualities that SOMEONE out there can try to behave like tat to get my attention, haha... oo.. one more thing, queue up n don't break the line k? or else i'll send u a yellow card.. haha..
k, enuff for tat, here's the point... (according to the descending of words length ;-) )

The Qualification that u (girl) should hav before fillin up the application form:

1. Love donor n receiver
~~since im a love-giver n a love-hunger as the same time, i jus need someone to fit my taste..

2. Positively sensitive
~~she has to be sensitive all the time and remind me wif the do's n dont's n definitely can "feel" whether im happy or sad n share things with me

3. Supportive
~~no matter wat i do, u hav to support me all the time, from sweeping floor as a living to killing ppl (which hardly i wil do), u hav to support me even though u dunno y

4. Big heart
~~kind-hearted, n better if u're kinda workaholic (but not too workaholic la...), so that u wil always help ppl out wif heart without expetin anything as a return.

5. Affection
~~ tis is so important as 2 ppl together muz got wat ppl called "feel"... we hav to love each other

6. Honesty
~~anythin oso can share together, no cheats, liars n dishonesty, tat's the basic thing tat everyone shud hav

7. Purity
~~i hate ppl wearin masks, you gotta b pure so tat our relationship wil not get more n more complicated, n more importantly, love is about somethin' good, not a mask- wearin-game

8. Fate
~~ tis one is the most important n highest priority among all the points here... my fate here more like "yuan2 fen4".. wif this thing, dating u not a hard thing as there wil leave no more excuse for "can't make it, sorry! " n we both will know wat's the right time for doin wat at a certain time.

there u are, 8 points for u to behave, anyone who meets my qualification above pls kindly send an email to aaron01437@gmail.com to ask for application form... *****

(oops, all those points so pointless n seems like me... haha)

here's the pain... who's gonna be the next victim?? aih... jus list down some la, to go according to the rules..

lhoo, klcc, yikcai, yen siang, weng ee, chea hao, yong wei, zhi yuan..

(k, jus in case when these guys search their name at google.com, they'll know they've been tagged... )
(oops, no gals tim...)

k, finally, take care all readers!!

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***** or sms "I WANT U" to 012- 3273673 ..
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