Among many of maggie mee that i've made these years, finally i made somthin tat i feel satisfied with... hehe

It's basically a curry maggie mee, n i jus add on a piece of cheese (which below the egg in the pic), an egg, sausage and wu3 can1 rou4 (help me translate...)

it's yummy by the way, considered as a hi-tea n dinner for me.. haha..



k.. gotta watch High School Musical on Disney Channel... haha... really a great movie.. downloaded n watched tis mornin, jus cant stop watchin in Disney Channel... haha..

I've been listenin to Cars soundtracks for daysss.... almost a week already i guess.. 
before tat was A Walk to remember's soundtrack ( though some are not so nice), anyway, i jus cant stop myself listenin to Cars' soundtracks... they make me feel childish, pure, happy again.. those easy n cheerful tempo songs bring me back to kid's life.... just so nice...

days before only found that the McQueen tat i saw tat day at 1 U is PIRATED d!!! I doscovered this after listenin to the video podcast from the Cars team... they really made the movie n really got REAL McQueen n Sally !!! can drive one d!! (haha... i think) I just so admire the Cars' crews... they are all so happy makin' tis movie.. They really did a hard work but a great work... 

ahh.. Cars.... jus so sad that can't get a chance to watch this movie in cinema, haiz... really sad...

Anyway, great work Pixar~~

i hate this world, y every ppl must live with mask.. 
haiz.. today after BM period actually got lot of feelin about this post, but after a nap when i get back home, i have no feelin already...

it's just so, so pathetic that everyone now is no longer "pure" ... it's just so sad...
i already don't know how to say liao, n i jus hav to get used to this life...
y everyone in a big gang jus can't enjoy time together n jus b willingly to forgive?

im jus so sad to live in the world like this already... i love kids cuz of their "purity", they won't think much of hatred between ppl, but love, play together, tatz all.. how bout u?

I really hate u...

i hate myself as bein "no-colour", or in chemis term, "thermoplastics", which can easily being moulded...
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6S1 now got 2 obvious gang, im jus standin between them, do u think this kinda skul life is fun? hwei yean n klcc gang, they both hate each other, but seems so "ok" in front of ppl... i jus so hate ppl wif this kinda "fake-mask"...
wel, both r my gd frens, but it's jus hard standin between these 2 sides... m b hwei yean think tat im on klcc side, n may b klcc thinks tat im on hwei yean side, either one, it's totally understandable... but really, i like both of them, but... haih.... y human mus live their lives like this? 
For moz ppl, it's wat u called Chameleon, i know, tat's y sometime i cud feel tat i hav no one that can really share my feelin wif, i hav no such fren... pathetic hah? 
i admit im those Chameleon type, n so easily bein affected n so easy to change n adapt... tat's y i won't hav my own personality, my heart is stil pure though, but not physically i think...for me, im jus too... "kind" gua, always wanna change to adapt ppl around me to make them feel ok to be fren wif... anyway, tat's somethin i can't change...
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kla, it's jus a post to express myself, don't think im sad or wat.. jus really really wanna find a fren which we both can share feelin wif, n no barrier between us.. kinda hard huh for ppl like me?
im as if a love-hunger person, really, independent on my size la.. haha, m b u jus put jus a lil bit, jus a bit of concern bout me, i can love u til a long time, no matter gal or boy, i think it's because lack of love from family gua..
haih... so, m b it's God's gift for me so tat no one dare to really get close to me unless they hav the courage to try...haha.. u can ask yikcai, he's an innocent... wakaka..
ehh.... this post actually is jus a diary for myself la, jus dunno where to put so ma put on web lo, tat's the meanin of a blog gua, sorry if can't fit ur taste...

be4 posting anythin, i hav to say to my faithful reader SORRY as im postponing the post that i said wil post.. hehe... cuz no feel lately.. :-P

kk..I'm so so so excited today... i mean silly tat kinda excited, it's like u jus started to admire "someone" that i so so so famous n finally u MEET him... wahaha... im jus extremely happy... haha

start with yesterday... i was dunno y so addicted to "the cars" tis movie, though i haven't watched it (i know u'll say "cheh.."), just can't stop thinkin about it, i think m b because it is another Pixar animation studio's movie, (which i dun wan mention Disney) n Pixar has a great relationship wif my "idol" haha.. i mean Steve Jobs, in case u know him... a great successor..

kk, skip tat, so yesterday i went to Cars' official website to download loads of ad pics n wallapaper then SO glad that i am able to find Cars' soundtracks de torrent file!!! more excitin is tat for the first time i get a torrent file + real files downloaded jus in few hrs.. haha...it's awesome that so many ppl love Cars... yippi...( emm, if u know bit torrent, u'll know tis sentence hehe... ^^ ) so all the soudtracks are so so great!!! All extremely nice... especially those before 10 de soundtracks... They give me a great feel tat make me feel as if i were "reborn" again... haha... feelin tat never felt be4.. dunno how to describe, zhong zhi jiu great feel la... haha can't stop listening these days..

k, then today went to 1 U.. n guess wat? i saw McQueen in real!!!!!! haha..... so excited, n even the big big card board as promotion (McQueen n Sally) i oso want to take home... haha...

wa... cant stop the Cars bein inside my mind, they r jus in my comp oso, haha, as wallpaper now...

kk, here to post some almost same de REAL McQueen pics...

(no me inside la, cuz ppl wil like "iuu... a big big guy stand there to take pic wif a smal car?!?! ony my 5-year-old kid wil do tat..." so, hah, din take pic wif him lo, ya "him" so lengzai...)

aiyar, now ony remember tat i forgot to take pics of Sally, a porsche lai d, she is extremely lenglui d leh...

here u go....








haha... all tis pics so hard to take de leh... as so many kids n parents were there takin pics, so hard ony able to take pics without ppl around the "lengzai"... haha...

After posting some really sad posts days before, i finally stood up, cuz i've found the common "key".. A key that belongs to everyone, but we just din notice it...

I hope that this post can really let all of my readers (hehe.. as if im a writer...), or friends find their keys too..

Every human has a common equation, or formula, that equation makes us become really sad n helpless or down or frsutrated sometimes, n.. umm... let say it's a common door for all of us, n the room inside is really ... umm.. as if Azkaban prison... So, we all are living our lives in there n we never know how to get out, but the key is actually jus beside the lock...

k.. tat's jus the intro part... hehe... here's the content...

Everytime, when we feel sad or down and we feel happy, satisfied actually are jus the 2 sides of the door, whether u r in the room or outside... If you can unlock the door, u r freed.. That key is wat i call the "compare" key...

After ur knowing ur SPM results, do you feel happy? or sad? some ppl got straight A's but got a B for EST, (umm..so, nt straight la...) they become extremely sad, they blame themselves, or even some got 9 A1's n so angry, cuz they lost half of their "full-scholarship" ... Try to imagine, for those weaker ppl, if they get 9 A1's, wat they'll feel??? So, wat makes the difference? one word, Compare.

another example, a pretty gal met up wif a handsome guy finally they become couple, however, jus after 3 months, they break up, the gal feel sad throughout the another half year... is it worth it? let see.. another gal, which not tat pretty n the guy that she loves rejected her, she feel so sad for 3 weeks because all frens around her got bf or gf, jus her tat's alone..

These two gals are frens actually, n after one year, they meet, then they talk about this topic, both gals after tat feel satisfied, cuz, the prettier thought "whhooaa... haha, how lucky i m, at least i had a boy who loves me for 3 months, hah, sadly, tat gal jus so ... pathetic..." while the less pretty gal thought "whoooaa... so great tat i din fall in love n tat guy din accept me, cuz, or else i'll be sad for half a year like she!!!"

Feel the difference? 

So, get ur key n be happy!! 

(soli, gotta eat liao, nex time post la...)

yesterday late at night... saw a blog... a fren's blog tat i've been readin all the time tis yr whenever there's a new post... actually i'd say tat's an entry.. an entry for her diary.. yea, HER... 

k, m b some of you can guess who's her but jjz dun let her know tat i know her diary la... cuz diary can't be read by strangers d ma... hehe.. k, here goes...

tis cute little gal is so tough wif her life n i din get to know her well, which makes me feel regret now, it's jus so sad when i know her life is so ... pity n helpless... Don't know what could do to help her now, but truly, after reading her blog yesterday (all entries from las yr), i was really sad... din cry though, but i jus can't imagine tat this world really got so many ppl tat are livin' a really helpless n sad life lyk her... n she's jus around me.... oh no... jus feel sad... y God treat great ppl lyk tat way...

anyway, i also dunno y suddenly got feel to read thru her whole diary, but anyway, it's really touching... After reading her blog, i really do not dare to say how helpless i m now, cuz really... there are lot of ppl that are livin a worse life than us, n we really jus can't always blame for bad things tat happen on us, but to appreciate every great things, even jus a single one, tiny one, cuz' tat's the great side of LIFE ...

so, i really hope that gal, my fren, will live her life tougher and add oil in everything... hope every of her single dream will come true...

so... as wat i expected before the 7-sms, i finally still persisted to go mv n without frens...

walkin here n there n felt so free yet so meaningless... anyway, i finally got time to review all the past sms-es starting from lsat year's bd (since i changed my hp las bd) n hah... june's msg is the first... (umm, jus to point out, nothin much, dun think too much k?)

so, lot of bad n hard n great memories that i 've been thru, sitting right there jus now, reviewing all of those sms for about an hr (gua), made myself feel better.. hehe.. yea, ony me tat wil do such a stupid thing wasting lot of time for 600+ sms ...

so, the first day of June today, a whole new month yet challenging month, jus wanna say "Chris, u thought too much la, 1 more month to go before it's half year!!!" haha... anyway, starting from this month, everything becomes so fast already, n no more time to be moody then, i know that the time coming will be more challenging n busy, hope that i could get through it...

tired now..








first post of June,
cya