Oh…..

In this proud land we grew up strong
We were wanted all along
I was taught to fight, taught to win
I never thought I could fail

No fight left or so it seems
I am a man whose dreams have all deserted
I've changed my face, I've changed my name
But no one wants you when you lose

Don't give up
'Cause you have friends
Don't give up
You're not beaten yet
Don't give up
I know you can make it good
(na na na na na na na na na na na no)

Though I saw it all around
Never thought I could be affected
Thought that we would be, the last to go
It is so strange the way things turn

Drove the night toward my home
The place that I was born, out on the lakeside
The daylight broke, I saw the earth
The trees had burned down to the ground

Don't give up
You still have us
Don't give up
We don't need much of anything, no no no
Don't give up
'Cause somewhere there's a place
Where we belong

Rest your head
You worry too much
It's going to be alright
When times get rough
You can fall back on us
Don't give up
Please don't give up, (yeah)

Got to walk out of here (hey)
I can't take anymore
Gonna stand on that bridge
Keep my eyes down below
Whatever may come
Whatever may go
That river's flowing
That river's flowing

Don't give up
'Cause you have friends
Don't give up
You're not the only one… no no no no no no no no no
Don't give up
There’s no reason to be ashamed
Don't give up
You still, you still have us
I believe, you and me
That somewhere
There’s a place…
Where we belong
(na na na na na na na na na na na no)

Af-ri-ca…
Af-ri-ca…

4日幸運之星木星將逆行在處女，未來四個月影響你的家庭生活，和家人會有衝突，忍一時之氣，海?天空，就是星座小王子給的忠言!

--Leo

Once your brain gets hooked on something, dear Leo, you are likely to take it to the extreme. Be careful of getting yourself overworked with regard to a certain issue that requires more of a rational and temperate attitude. If you insist on going off the deep end, you may get yourself into trouble. Don't tackle issues that you are not ready to handle. Take things slowly, and maintain a moderate and conservative viewpoint. If you find yourself going too far, back off and take a break for a while.
--Leo

ppl said tat everyone has their weakest moment... n tat the weakest moment can sometimes cause pain in oneself... an irreversible pain...
It was like a some sort of formula in ur brain tat if u try to solve it, it will only let u get into another formula, another, another, n another...
There is no way to get it out unless u solve it...
"No one's formulae are the same" , n it really depends on how u solve it to get rid of tat "pain"
U r asking me how .. i can say that i've chosen to solve the formula, n im in it now, solving, tat's y im in so many formulae now, i dunno if i can make it, but certainly eveveryone could make it, it's just.. TIME...
how do u think a guy's life'd b if he wake up late at 12 noon n start his day wif his computer+net, then watch movie in his computer till 5.30 then go out of his room n grab somethin to eat? After that is computer+net again n some time for his homework till late at night? 10.44 pm??

If it's me, I'd say that tis guy is in trauma?? or recluse?? cuz it's like no one he's in contact wif rite? n u shud know, there is other 3 ppl in his hse.. ohh.. tat guy muz b mad isn't he?

k... tat's a story from a guy... for anyone who's like tat, sorry, it's a coincidence, hope you can solve ur formulae soon.... shit.... shud i use equation or formula or other words???? ahh...
S-U-C-K-S ...

The holiday is totally sucks... I hate this holiday... THEY haven't been really talked for days... I'm so depressed, mainly because of that, another reason is that I didn't really watch TV  lately...

For about 18 hrs that I left my stomach empty since las night's dinner at 1 U. Well... It's so normal to me, n i dun even feel hungry... k, tat's my ability ;-)

Jus saw Alicia's Journal, she was some kinda really depressed too, a side that I've never ever seen before, haiz.. is tat really wat an artist has to pay for? 

My "Inbox" got a lot of sms lately from **,  when i was stressed, depressed n lonely.. ahh.. so touched.. anyway, i guess ** did the same to other ppl also, which makes me speical no more gua... dunno... thought to expand our relationship before, but now hardly hav a verbal conversation, even ** stands in front of me, i dunno wat to say... ahh... I know what you're thinking .. but hell, no... I'm not in love... I wasn't n am not... but surely will gua, hope tat won't b too long...

been stayin in my room for almost the whole day, THEY are still like that, o... the atmosphere in my hse is so... tense... haiz.... HE's fault...

HE drop my lovely notebook to floor tat day.. i still remember, it was gd tat i din see how HE did it, cuz that really hurts... (not paper notebook k..) It's fortunate for my notebook din badly hurt.. but I am really hurt.... Why wou;d you do this... It's innocent... Every injuries that HE caused on my notebook I won't FORGET...

It's really a disastorous holiday... I was alomost that close to quit my society now really ... I hav no motive anymore, no strength, nor laughter... it's really hard for me...

btw, thanks *baby*, for the BACK TO THE FUTURE tat was used to b totoro cartoon.. really thx...

n LOST, thx... all the 15 episodes tat I've watched is so great... can't wait to watch what's next...

ahh... I need air......

Talkin' to myself and feelin' old
Sometimes I'd like to quit
Nothing ever seems to fit
Hangin' around
Nothing to do but frown
Rainy Days and Mondays always get me down.

What I've got they used to call the blues
Nothin' is really wrong
Feelin' like I don't belong
Walkin' around
Some kind of lonely clown
Rainy Days and Mondays always get me down.

Funny but it seems I always wind up here with you
Nice to know somebody loves me
Funny but it seems that it's the only thing to do
Run and find the one who loves me.

What I feel has come and gone before
No need to talk it out
We know what it's all about
Hangin' around
Nothing to do but frown
Rainy Days and Mondays always get me down.

yea, forgot to post the title for the post tat jus posted.. tat's the title be4 im blurred.. hehe

btw, here to point out yikcai, thank u for ur rejection, n the mashimaro really cute, dunno y ppl can reject ur love leh? u r damn cute wor~~ haha.. if im gal, i sure marry to u de... dun worry yikcai, 1 day... u'll succeed.. gambateh!!

wooa... back for no reason... hope tis time wont b so long...

wa... today hav so, so much feelin tat wanna post, but the timing nt rite tim, now ony to make small excerpt of my big big feelin... haha..

Gone to mv n 1 U for 3 times this week.. nt feel like goin anymore... so.... haiz...

Today 1 U, again, hah, tat day go wif sis, n i was like some sort of DOWN, stressed, ... sorry sis, for makin u bored..

After tat day was a big quarrel between them.. bam.. so.. another, haiz...

so, today go 1 U, sis n "him" go watch movie wor~~ then ends up me n mom go hav lunch together, n i meet wc's mom, wif another woman.. guai por lai d... but she doesn't know me la i guess.. k, then after my stomach fulled, then we split, o, it was after i bought a few buns for hi-tea later, haha, see? tat keeps me "slim".. :-P
wa....another day walkin alone in 1 U, so... borin... n tired... walk here n there, along the same route, watchin ppl n ppl watchin me, passin by the Apple centre, hate it when i cant see the latest MacBook Pro there... haiz..

Oo... before buyin the bun was a sms, an expected-sms, haha.. btw, ...*sigh*

Kinda stupid for a guy walkin in the whole mall to get an answer : tomolo wan go mv anot leh? or shud say, tomolo can go mv anot leh? 

actually, jus think for few minute la, for an hour, then, adds up together = ?? k, nonsense..
yea, the answer is no... cuz HE is not happy after the "bam" (Oo.. i miss Raven... so much.. n Jo now...) *sigh* , then got a dunno-y-dun-wanna-see-"them"-feelin.. so.. hehe.. um.. dun worry la, u r not "them" kindin for tat point jek.. :-P

k.. blurred now.... bye

It's been a long time since my last post here...

Finally online, here again, n post something...

Holiday, something that I've been awaiting for a long time, comin soon... So, so looking forward...

Tests has been fallen upon me for 2 weeks continuously, can't breath, can't rest, can't sleep well... My brain has been retarded for a long time since last year, memorizing things damn slow n sometimes really get into trouble because of that, my memory is ... bad...

Dunno why, my laptop recently also running very slow, really wanna kinda reformat la... but thinkin of the risk tat i might lose everything after that, I gave up... Hope that I could borrow an external HD from frens n really spend a long time to get everything back to normal...

vs, if u see this, sorry ah... dunno wat to comment on ur latest post tim, jus wanna tell u dun b tat cool all the time la, cuz it's not cool, k? 

kai, mao, kar, all of the three-characters-nickname gals, hope u all recovered from the flu... REALLY!!


xhui, yea, really thx, i could see that u knew im damn busy lately, but u can't help any, so u jus din mention it.... Anyway, all of u tat really care about me, THANK YOU, n really, I could feel it...

June, yea, im recently watching Lost Season 2, but still downloading now... I'm now on 5th episode alreaady... n may be will stop for a while as I will be in shit this whole week.. really looking forward to meet u again, n forgive me, u r too active that I sometimes dunno wat to say oso when see you.. hehe... o yea, ur ear rings that day is great, i mean they r jus match with ur cute lil face.... hehe... hope u done with the insomnia...
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When can we all meet again? Really miss all of you, cuz, you all are the only ppl tat won't make me stressed...