Killing
i wanna kill, stop, continue, go, forget, restart n 'shut down'
it's too hard for me to do it, lot of time wasted though, with no outcome...now, i mean...
both of them r too...... &*^^&%* for me,
i can ony choose one...
even i choose two, i think it's ok...
but the matter is,
my brain can stuck at one time now n staring at things for long time, wondering, scared n afraid...
all are like painkillers for me now, all of them, easing my pain as wat u saw, but bringin the evil, irreversible side effect...
I'll stop usin painkillers perhaps, but, still lookin for something, which is more exciting, advancing, for me to experience...
i hate them...
it's too hard for me to do it, lot of time wasted though, with no outcome...now, i mean...
both of them r too...... &*^^&%* for me,
i can ony choose one...
even i choose two, i think it's ok...
but the matter is,
my brain can stuck at one time now n staring at things for long time, wondering, scared n afraid...
all are like painkillers for me now, all of them, easing my pain as wat u saw, but bringin the evil, irreversible side effect...
I'll stop usin painkillers perhaps, but, still lookin for something, which is more exciting, advancing, for me to experience...
i hate them...