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Sunday, April 30, 2006 

Refurnished, inspired new look

I thought i wil do it after the mid-year exam d... but, ahh... i'm as if motivated to do it... finally i refurnish my blog again... well... after...emm... 4 months...kinda... haha....

I'm glad with this "template" that i edit myself, adopting from apple.com , again... hehe, cuz their thing is always professional tat i jus wanna follow.. :->

so... yesterday after the "Flight Plan" wif my sis... which she asked LOOOT of questions tat made me so grr... to explain (sorry, i dunno y i always b tat rude to my family..bad bad), then i started to make this page a whole new look... from 5 pm workin unstoppable till 7 something, then went out for dinner...

As for the dinner, dad n mom sort of wanna give us "surprise" by bringin us to a new place, but im not "surprise" hehe... when we reached there (o.. i oso forgot wat that place is.. but it claimed to b a very famous restaurant at Pudu there..), wow, there's a lot of ppl... lot of them.. i asked to go other places for dinner as i know it must waste lot of time to wait for b seated n eat... anyway, dad insisted n there it was.. dinner's time was more than the time i "work" .. it's a bad dinner, really, that we have to "fight" for table n after tat wait for food n wait for the bill, 59.4 ringgit, i will never forget... i really jus don't like tat kinda place la, it's like u hav to b real discourteuos or else u will be "bullied", but i still can adapt, which i become so relax when eating for no reason...

k.. back to the blog.. so, no further theme yet, i jus put it "Aaron's blog" instead of "Karma" n im glad with the sidebar there, where now i can put previous posts n archives which las time i failed to do it, so.. i've improved.. haha.. 

so, i've done myself a favour, by making this blog that is the most succesful-n-great-virtual-thing i have ever owned... i finally can grin...

lastly, I'd LIKE TO SAY THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO DIDN'T TAKE THIS PAGE FOR GRANTED AND REALLY LIKE IT, THANK YOU FOR DROPPING BY AND SUPPORT ME (especially those far from subang d, i really appreciate it, haha... yea mic, thx ;-) )!!!


(P/S: after dinner, i came back n keep workin on the blog til my notebook's battery flat out then i fell asleep n bath n fell asleep again till today mornin 7 oclock...*damn, i din sleep well again* then wake up at 8.50 a.m. something then work on the blog, make sure everything is flawless then click the **Republish** button... o...so happy now... so this is the first post after the new style of my blog, actually jus new template...)

Tuesday, April 11, 2006 

Trivial

i am so smallamong the millions
i am just a neutron
smaller than anybody else

i saw you, electron
when i see how active you are
i feel jealous, shame
it's so true that we are in the same atom
however,
we are on different routes
you can conduct electricity
but i can do nothing
you are free moving electrons perhaps
but i am just like a maggot that can do nothing
before you are attracted by other atoms

neutron, neutron,
you are so useless
even a hydrogen atom doesn't want you
look at you
you are just a non-moving dead thing
you cried, you shout,
but you can never leave your atom

i am the smallest thing on earth
and the useless thing
when electrons are chit-chatting with protons
i am just a moron standing between them acting like a dumb neutron
that just laugh with the jokes they are chatting
i hav no comments or don't even know how to get involved in this social world
one day perhaps
when i am destroyed
electrons and protons can live more happily
without neutron
perhaps
the world could be just happier

a neutron 
a whatsit that no one would care
even there is someone
they don't mean it
they just hope the world will not lose a neutron that would make an atom becomes imbalance

unfortunately,
one day
very soon
this atom will become imbalance
to make
the world become peace again
without a moron

neutron, i am